I'll still struggle with weight, though I won't weigh myself right now because I know I have gained too much weight. The shit thing is, I have been throwing up a lot lately and it seems to do nothing... Except my lower back hurts a lot. I have to admit, there is a small part of me that worries about the potential that I have managed after many many years to actually do some damage to my body... But another part of me just feels like it hasn't been constant enough throughout the last several years to do permanent damage.
I often think that maybe I'll grow out of it, and when I feel like I may be close, I end up right back where I am now, though I am freaked out about this pain enough to give myself a forced rest for a day or two...
Otherwise, I did find out Mindy is a junkie, that's been shitty. I don't want to hang around her, I'm scared of losing here. That has been one of the lower points of the year- that and all the ellen bullshit (who is pregnant again....)
Molli went off the diving board for the first time, which I find SUPER, I was so proud of her... She's turning out to be an amazing kid, though she certainly has inherited some of my nerves and I firmly believes she has anxiety issues, which sucks.
Vin will be five in a few short weeks as well..... That's just crazy to me- time just keeps marching on!