Becki (nitechild) wrote,
Becki
nitechild

I just can't sleep

Lord I am frustrated right now. Completely overwhelmed by where I am at at the moment, and unable to sleep because my mind is racing. There is so much I want to say, but am stopped due to the fact that I already know the responses of what I want to say. I'm silenced into anger- afraid that when it finally comes out, I won't have a job anymore. I need a change, I have been putting out my resume, with no response- I have too much at stake to not work, but to much to lose if I put up with this much longer. I am at a loss, and I know the breaking point is just around the corner. I need a plan of action, I need to do something so drastically different then where I am at right now.
I thought this was going to be the answer, and I just couldn't have been more wrong.
What do I do now? I'm not sure yet... But I have to get sleep first-
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